On this Solstice I am asking myself, after all of this transformation, after looking myself in the eye at each stage of development, who is it that I am hiding from? Who do I not want to be seen by? Who is it I am afraid of being afraid of? Who? Is it the me [...]
Clinton is a tiny baby, I am holding in my arms, snuggled to my chest. He is so long! His little legs and feet dangle below my elbow. I am gazing into his cute little face when all of a sudden his expression changes. He is unhappy! His tiny mouth opens in a yowl! Oh [...]
I don’t even know where to start. I have had thoughts and images floating around in my head for days now, and just haven’t had the itch to write them down. Sometimes I just like to let them flutter, enjoy them privately. It is interesting with all of these mechanisms we have for sharing what [...]
I should have named my sons Mercury and Mars. My older son is all about communication and commerce while my younger son is gradually becoming a master of conflict. They are both passionate about whatever stance they take and are often oppositional. When they agree, well, then either I’m in real trouble, or life becomes [...]
